Life's courses

I dream in black and white.

No reason behind it, just washed out colors, muted words.

Dark daylight and colorless faces.

It seems fine as it happens.

No memories, no problems.

No questions why, no regrets and no needs.

No reasons, no knowledge.

But one idea.

Waking up is beautiful.

LOL

THAT WAS A FUNNEH POAM.

I was feeling poetic?

Ahh, so I guess today was relatively eventfull. 

Quite eventfull, really. But badly so.

First and foremost, my phone really is lost. Omigod. I'm like... beyond upset. I'm drifting throught the black hole of upsetness. God. God. Before, I really didn't realize I had lost it, I kept thinking Nell would call me in a few minutes and tell me that she found it in her house.

Oh so wrong. I finally got around to calling the library, they said no phone, and I called Nell again and stayed on the phone with her for at least an hour as she searched her house. 

Her house is pretty small. 

So it's gone. Lost. I have absolutely NO idea where it went. I was so sure it was at Nell's house or at the library in a worst case scenario.. I'm sticking with the hypothesis that her brothers took it.

Ah, my parent's found out. It was a pretty calm reaction, really. I was quite surprised. All they said was that I'm not getting near any phone for a very, very, very long time. Ouch. (Hey, but I expected worse, so I'm happy with the verdict.)

Omigosh, and on my way home from school with Sab and Azzie, guess who we saw? DAN DAN!

We started screaming our heads off from the car and hoping he would hear us. He turned and waved, but I don't think he even realized it was us... TT_TT Now he thinks that he has a stalker. Eheh.... great.

Hm, more news on what happened today. That's it for the eventfull stuff, but I'm considering starting a group of themes to help illustrate the characters in my story. The themes revolve around colors and the things that associate with them.

Red-Strength, Marron-Blood

Yellow-Joy, Gold-Innocence

Orange-Individuality, Bronze-??

Lime green-Creation, Moss green-Wisdom

Blue-Hope, Midnight blue-Mystery

Purple-Pride, Violet-??

I already have all my characters planned out in relation.

GUESS WHICH ONES THEY AARE!

Hee hee! I think I'll post chapter zero up in my next blog post, for anybody who wishes to read it. It's undergone 3 revisions, and will undergo many, many more.

Okay, I'm thinking, what do people usually write about in blogs? I mean, I know people usually talk about books, movies, anime, contraversial topics, etc. But I have no time for that, and just rant about life.

Hm. I've heard of people doing cute, intresting things, like having a mascot that evolves with every post, or photographing a growing flower every day. HOW ADORABLE!

But I have no time to draw mascots, and no flower to grow. Crap, I'm out of ideas.

Ah, maybe now I'll talk about more serious topics.

Today: Crushes, and tommorow, fate.

NO, SERIOUSLY! DX

IF YOU DON'T LIKE RANTS, SKIP THIS LITTLE PARAGRAPH HERE!

So, I really, really, really hate the guy I'm crushing on right now. (let's call him the Bee)

What I mean is, a bunch of my friends like him, and, really, he's not that likeable of a person.

Intospective, patronizing, sarcastic, quiet, arrogant, stereotyping. He gave me a totally gushy present for my birthday, and informed me that's it bad to get girls Gamestop giftcards. (Which my boyfriend got me). He bet me he could do better than me on the math final, laughs and totally makes fun of me when I can't do well in something, and treats me like a frickin little kid.

He makes me soo pissed! He never lets himself out, he always covers up everything he's thinking about. He doesn't look at you when you and your friends are talking, but totally brings up the thing you were talking about when he's alone with you later. You can never, ever tell what his opinion is, he's critical and totally judgemental, and hides himself in a foot-thick shell.

But then, he jumps into fountains when you ask him too, and laughs hard when he's with you.

And you totally want to abandon him, just say "Screw this, I don't like you at all", but then when you make him smile, you feel like it just made your day, not becuase his smile is that amazing or anything, but, maybe, because you feel like you've accomplished something, cracked his little introspective shell. And then you see people you don't know making him laugh, and you just can't help being jealous and thinking, "What the hell? I don't know her, what's she doing? Stop!"

God. He's annoying. Annoying. Annoying. Not likeable, no good qualities, lazy, mean, harsh AND TOTALLY UNLIKEABLE. I hate him. Hate him.

Okay, done ranting untill another day and another blog post.

Today's intresting-o-meter: 60%

My current view on life: 50%