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Rainy days are my sunshine.

WHEE! Today was... FUN! Actually, sincerely, honestly fun.

I slept only two hours and read tons, tons of manga till four in the morning, yet still felt totally fine when I woke up. To add to that, we had block schedule at school and I didn't spend any classes doing work. We just read, watched movies, and chatted. Plus, it rained. Rain, no matter when, makes any day worthwhile when you live in California. Ehh.. then, after school, we headed over and watched Inkheart, which I will do a quick review on.

Way, way, way underrated.

I was expecting much worse, after seeing huge, huge dissapointment on tons of other books into movies.

But really, it was great. Sure, the effects weren't the best, but for the budget they had they were great. The acting was okay, tended to overdramatize a bit, but there were parts where you really would hold your breath, and your heart really would pound hard. The action was cool, and some of the stuff looked just plain amazing, they did a super job portraying the characters.

...okay, so it was lots better than expected. The best I've seen in a while.

Ah, but two more things.

OMIGOD. Dustfinger. Farid. -nosebleed-

Whoa, not even kidding, I was not prepared for how attractive (putting it mildly) the actors were. Like.. whoa. Through the whole movie, me and a bunch of friends were just drooling over them two. Especially the part with the fire-breathing-with-no-shirt.

Eheh.. now I sound like a perv. Gross man, gross! But anyways.. if it was them (and Dustfinger younger), I'd probably get into yaoi. It's just like AkuRoku. It's okay. >.<

Oh, and the previews we saw were really cool. The one that really struck out to me seemed like this human adaptation of DBZ. Crazily enough, it didn't look cheesily made at all. It just looked like tons of cool action/fantasy. I never saw the Goku transformation in the preview though...

Ah, but then after was even funner. It was cool, we just messed around for five hours or so. We were screaming and stuff, and dancing on tables and fitting, like, 17 people in a photobooth. Then we dressed half our group up as guys and had the real guys carry us around and look gay. Lots of perverted comments ensued, so we decided to make Friday national -in bed day. Add "in bed" after every sentance. Pretty much, it was crazy. I'm surprised we didn't get kicked out. XD I'll post some pics ASAP!

NOW IT'S TIME FOR ME TO RANT.

RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT.

Stupid. Stupid, stupid. I hate him. I always feel like such an idiot when I'm talking to him, the way he looks at me. Makes me feel retarded. No matter what I say, I'll feel stupid doing it. I'm so self counscious aroung him, I feel ashamed of my stupid mooching, wailing, preppyness. It seems rather disgusting. Am I trying to make myself an individual? Am I trying to be funny? It's just me being a stupid wannabee. And it's not like he would ever like me. He never pays attention to me if he can help it. Oh god. Please, send me my perfect type of guy and let the Bee go rot. Actually, now looking at it, I'm not suited for it at all. Nobody could ever imagine me with him. But when I see lots of my friends talking to him, they just seem like perfect matches. Ugh.

That was a considerably short rant, eh? Proud?

Ah, more news. I got my laptop taken away, apparently becuase I haven't been reading enough. (Which makes no sense.) I mean, even if they take it away, they don't care if I use the home computer. Unreasonable much? But, really, my parents forgot to hide it and just left it out on the table, so I'll go nick it when they get to sleep.

Ah, so I'm really into doing art trades right now!

I'm doing one with Azzie, and she won't tell me yet what she wants/wants me to draw. >.<

Azzie, draw me a girl and a guy! Looking romantic, I'm a sucker for that.

Oooh.. make the guy my dream man. You know what I like! Ah, anyways, people, PLEASE DO ART TRADES WITH ME? I love em!

Okay, done with my self-absorbtion.

I promised to talk about fate. Not that anybody cares, but it intresets me.

Fate is a bitch.

Out to get you. All the time. Really, half the time the course of your life swings so wildly you don't beleive in reality anymore, and sometimes fate just abandons you in your tracks and lets you idle around, wallowing in pity and vanity. Can you really find somebody you love? Situations like the ones in movies never really happen. Should something alert you if you're passing somebody on the street, a person you will never see again but who would really, truly, sincerely be absolutely perfect for you?

So I hate people who say that they're content. You can't be content. It doesn't work like that. You're only content becuase you don't realize that there's better things out there. If you rise up only a bit more, now that seemingly nuetral state of content you had just days ago is lonelyness, sadness, desolation compared to what you have now. So don't be content. Life is your playground, which is so cliche. You horizons are only there for you to expand them. If you leave them be, they shrink on you, stifle you in your little bubble of 'content'.

Ah! I think I just insulted some people right there! AH! That was a really stupid thought. >.<>

Seriously, why would you look down on life? As I said, life is there for you to expand it. So I guess, maybe I'm contradicting myself and pessemistic people are the types that I really like. Whoa. This is too deep for me.

Two hours of sleep really gets to you after a while. Imma stop writing while I still have any figment of sense.

Intrestometer: 95%

View on life: 60%

MY CURRENT WISHLIST.

Guy. Tall, skinny. Baggy, ripped jeans and bare feet. Somebody who transcends jealousy? Happy, maybe? Sarcastic. Fiesty. Dark. I don't like them plain. Just anybody.